i just realised that i'm a dumbass
Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 9:56 PM
i dont understand why things would turned out to be like this.
i just realised that i'm a fool.
thinking that everything other than this is everylasting.
however , i'm being fooled like an asshole.
being throw here and there.
does this means that no one wants me.
i am going bonkers.
nothing goes into my brain for nuts.
studies and everything. i want freedom.
i want everything but this is all my wishful thinkings.
i just have to keep on waiting. and waiting.
until the day arrive.
maybe i wont even have the enough to hang on
as i've used them up
being emo with matthew and i cant believe
that i'm such a stupid idiot
