nothing can express my feelings and thoughts
Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 11:17 PM
though you are seeing me laughing
or hearing my laughters,
you don't know how much agony i'm bearing with it.
nothing can really express my feelingd and thoughts.
i wanted to be rebellious and i did in sch
but den, i just don't feel happy.
when i was playing penknife on the table,
i hope that i can slash the whole table.
this represents all my connection!
serious, i just hate this kind of life.
i don't want to be living in a miserable life.
i want to go back to sec1 , though it's tough.
i could still laugh.
but now , i cant.
I JUST HATE YOU! FCUKING BITCH(ES)! get lost!
one day , i hope that i can just leave you guys.
so that i can feel much more relieved.
although this actually makes my social circle to become smaller by a LOT! ,
it's makes my life better.
when everytime i feel like crying , i cant.
i cant find a really valid reason to.
i dare not to turn to other people as i scared history will repeats itself.
sighhh.
hate my screwed up lifee!
baby! i just need you.
it's enough
