shitty day!
Sunday, January 14, 2007 @ 10:47 PM
today went to victoria theatre with my mother to watch a dance performance by dance horizon troupe.
sorry mummy! quarrelled with you so many times! i really dun wish you to know anything and can i keep it to myself?
we quarrelled like 4-5 times? cant believe that we will do that.
the dance performance was nice. it really could express wad kind of feelings am i suffering or feeling now. thnx! for letting me realised one more time that actually everyone is wearing a mask. it depends how thick and wad kind of it only.
after it , my mother and i left to marina square there to eat and walk.. wanted to buy a proper shoe but couldnt.. maybe because i wasnt focusing bah.. sorry..
but BEBE clothing was fantastic! really want to earn loads of money to buy all those clothings! omgosh! they are gorgerous! i think that shop is the only one that i can really enjoy for a while.
after that we left.. den i was messaging and my mother dun like it.
den. now struck here doing shitty homeworks..
you cant expect anything from me anymore.
i'm really tired and moodless these days.
if you knows wad's going on , please dun tell or do anything stupid.
i think i really need to cool down
in other words , cut all connection and really cool down for a few days.
i really badly hurt.. 5th scar in my heart
you may think that i'm petty.. but i have been compressing my feelings for a long time.
i dunno wad can i do.. i cant even cry now.
because i know once i cry , something will happen
