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Saturday, December 30, 2006 @ 8:30 PM
no one is perfect.
i know that it's tiring for you to keep an eye on me.
i know that i'm a bitch and ridiculous girl.
i also know that i'm very lucky.
yet i dunno how to cherish it.
you have sacrifice for me a lot but i dun even think that i deserve it.
i'm worse than a beast.
In my heart , you are the nobel mother that i've ever see.you are willingly to do anything of me
but i treated it for granted.
i feel that i'm an unfillial daughter.
NO trust and nothing is left.
when there is a trouble , your hands will be out there for me.
seriously , i think that i'm not worth your love or care.please let me die or leave.i can't bear to see you suffering and dropping tears for me.
I'M SORRY!
i will never forget ur gratitude and i can't repay you.
i believe that there is next life.next time , let me be a beast.
i believe that a beast can be loyal and trustworthy.
in my eyes , you are a successful mother by having two wonderful childrens.
but i'm not a successful daughter.
i couldn't make you dun worry and cry for me.
