today got sch.. as normal.. BORING! except for chem?
haha!(: i think i'm loving science! (; wahaha! (; dun worry! i wont be a mugger in sch! only b4 exams! x) wahaha!(:
actually my mood was ok.. even though got that sickening bio which i dun understand wad the heck is going on with the class..
when i was about to come back , i went to cheers to buy straits time for wed newspaper.. i saw a lot of 3e1 ppl! haha!(;
den met sebby and danny downstair and i was still the one who is waiting for them agaiN! but nvm.. because i was doing hw..
den they left for a while because of my mother..
my day shattered from today:
my mood was horrible! because my mother told me a lot of things about giving up dance at horizon! do you know when i heard it my heart was shattered into pieces! i couldn't believe me that the closest person that i'm with will ask me to give up my only passion and LOVE!
it's really my love! i have lost it for 1 1/2 years and i dun want to lose it anymore! i can FORSAKE ANYTHNG JUST FOR DANCE!
i know that i'm really insane.. but please! just let me go horizon!
I REALLY REALLY LOVE LOVE DANCE!
DANCE IS MY MEDICINE! MY LIFE AND SOUL!
when she told me that she dun want me to join.. i was crying bitterly..
i dunno why i cant control it even though i want.
and she still asked me why i cry!
wad the heck!
I CAN TELL YOU THIS! I LOVE DANCE FOR MY LIFE! IT'S MY DREAM AND NOW YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ASKED ME TO GIVE UP FOR MY DREAM!
MONEY CANT BUY EVERYTHING!!
IT CANT BUY DANCE , REGRET , JOY AND LOVE!
THIS IS WAD THE WAY I'M!
YOU CAN SAY THAT I CHANGED A LOT! BUT I REALLY CANT GIVE UP ON DANCE!
that day you asked me whether do i want dance or freedom.
now i can tell you wad i really want
DANCE!
i'm not going to give a fcuk wad's going to happen with me and my family!
i love dance for life! i cant live without it! if i dun like it , i can quit long time ago!
i want to perform! i want a fame! i want a joy! i want everthing!
just let me go please!!
let me be selfish for my own gain! please!!!
I CANT LOSE DANCE!
after that i called sebby and danny to come back to talk to me..
they saw my eyes were red.. danny asked me why.. i didnt say anything
because i scared that i'll cry
den huilin came..
i told her.. i almost cried
i know i'm too emo..
when huilin know this , she told me a lot of things
den we played bball to vent everything out
bball is fun! (; thnx! x)
now stuck at this cold-hearted house?
maybe to me , it is.. but to other ppl.. it might not be
i have to thnx danny , sebby and huilin! (:
