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Friday, June 22, 2007 @ 10:54 PM
i wonder how's life going to be like in the future.
will you be loving your first love forever? like what my grandparents been through.
because of them , i believe in everlasting love and devoted love.
However , nowadays everything is changing.
Making me to believe that everything is crap.
Only people in the past are that devoted.
not like the people who are in the 3rd or 4th generation,
heartless assholes.
Oh well , thinking of how old my grandparents are so old suddenly.
As i saw that my grandpa cant see the key at all.
i really hope that i can stay in their house and help them.
But i know that i'm not the one that they are waiting for.
they are waiting for everyone to see them not only on special occasions.
Living almost a century.
How blessful are they.
makes me feel jealous.
Knowing that everything wont come true to me.
I'm just waiting
when am i leaving in this world.
will you be loving your first love forever? like what my grandparents been through.
because of them , i believe in everlasting love and devoted love.
However , nowadays everything is changing.
Making me to believe that everything is crap.
Only people in the past are that devoted.
not like the people who are in the 3rd or 4th generation,
heartless assholes.
Oh well , thinking of how old my grandparents are so old suddenly.
As i saw that my grandpa cant see the key at all.
i really hope that i can stay in their house and help them.
But i know that i'm not the one that they are waiting for.
they are waiting for everyone to see them not only on special occasions.
Living almost a century.
How blessful are they.
makes me feel jealous.
Knowing that everything wont come true to me.
I'm just waiting
when am i leaving in this world.
everything is you.
why can you just get out of my mind!
you made me to lose my friends too.
wad can i say further?
you also made me have a stupid ass situation.
making me to leave soon.
thanks to you.
letting me know that being devoted is rubbish!
