anyway , life isnt nothing to me anymore
Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 10:40 PM
went to clarke quay to meet lokmun? haha!(; after that went there for some church thing and we played games. today i'm kinda anti or emo for no reason! haha!(: i doubt that i want to go out anyway. i saw dickson at clarke quay LONG JOHN SILVER! and i'm so paiseh lor. the door. opps! :X haha!(: keep on calling me lame , i'm not crippled boy!
den went to some place to eat and i headed back home first. However , i didnt go back home but went to JP to play arcade.
haha!(: arcade is my world! i think? whenever i'm sad or happy i would just spend my time there. People may think that arcade is bad however this isnt the truth. Some arcades are very decent like JP one. x)
anyway , i just spend my day there and i went to buy drinks and i walked home! x) haha!(: it's cool walking alone and blasting music into your ears. It's so relaxing and peaceful.
i was singing while walking home. haha!(: being an austic kid? oh well. maybe? -.-
when i walked to those places that i spent with you.
it made my heart feel warm yet numb.
warm is because i still have the memory.
numb is because i only have the memory to make my life better.
truth is always in front of me.
depends whether do i want to accept it.
for example , wad's the difference between a artifical flower and a natural flower?
artifical flower do not wither while the real ones do.
it applies to life.
i would rather to have a fantasy world which everything is perfect to a world that it's so realistic.
i've to face sour , bitter , sweet.
however , i dont want to face it.
because i cant muster my courage to do so.
