thoughts
Thursday, November 02, 2006 @ 9:47 PM
just came back from downstair as i was talking to HUILIN!.we went to the bench that him and i played poker cards to kill time.. haha!(: stupid wind! keep on blowing the cards away!
i was walking to the benches that we sat there while waiting for the time to pass and the call. i could all the images were like thrashed out by my brain. i could see every happy moments that we spent together. ): but wad a pity.. i know that i wouldnt have anymore this kind of happy moments with you anymore.
i sat there and almost cried.. really wanted to..but i think i cried yesterday so i couldnt cry.. haha! arent i a cry baby? i lied on the table as wad we do normally.. while waiting for the time to pass.. but this time i lie on the table is because i missed you too much.
should i just head huilin's advice to forget? not to be too kind and being stupid about all these things? i really dunno.. i cant let go off.. 7 plus ppl.. haiix ):
really feel like crying aloud.. but i cant let my parents know that i still care about this matter.. because they will be pissed with me..
wad should i do?
