really very angry and sad..
Wednesday, August 31, 2005 @ 10:57 AM
i cried today in school for some reasons..all the reasons are because of dance...haiix..i know that i m a sry baby..but i really cannot help it mah..
i realised that py and ye are treating me as a fool.keep on cheating me,lying to me and always ps me..when py have new friends she will heck care me one..then she say that last time i m her best friend but now..i realised that i was terribly hurt deeply by her..i dunno izzit i change or wad...or she change..i really dunno...last time she was so close to me..now she was like...haiix...not backstabbing her but it is the truth...
when hw is very close to ye,he will keep on psing me..or when he got new friends he will also start psing me..i really cannot tolerate le...really..i really want to cut myself so that i really dun need to feel that pain..
but i dare to do it is because of him.family members.house.ny.good memories.god siblings.dance..if i dun have all this..i will really cut myself..so that i wont suffer that long..
i think that i HATE BOTH OF U!haiix..
