Walking on Broken Glass.

Your thoughts have taken their toll

I have an ordinary look. Among the streets, you can find similiar faces
But what differentiates me and them is..
My name, my character. 24th May 1992 Sim Yok San, Being crazy

Selfish me.

Friday, November 06, 2009 @ 8:41 PM

GOODNESS! I found my detest side! Which is, selfish! It's such a NONONO!

I can't be thinking that way! :)

LIFE IS GOOD!*quoted from SUE!*

Since they have their super packed life, I should be happy for them! :)

No more boredom, and no way that they'll space out!

:))))))))

Convert this selfish self to be a better person! By being happy for them! :)

At least, I know that in my heart they're someone! (:

I just can't to be queen.

@ 10:46 AM

Time had changed, the situation had changed.

People are slowly leaving you, because they saw the other side of you.

People are slowly disliking you because you just don't click well with them.

People are starting to wonder what happened to you.

People are starting to questioning themselves if they had made the right decision.

People are starting to get lost in the maze of life.

People are getting old as days go by.

People are abandoning you, because you're no longer useful.

People are neglecting you, because you don't seemed to be visible.

Today it's friday, and it should be a fabulous day that you should be enjoying it to the fullest! :) To compensate your long duration in work or school.

Never be reluctant.

Sunday, November 01, 2009 @ 12:36 PM

Wrote this during ONOW.

Joting drawing, and both Gabriella and her handwriting.

Both of them are cute!

LOOK AT ZAKI!

The girls. Both Xinmin and Gabriella are monsters!

Poor Daryl, tried his best to open his eyes. LOOK AT THE DIFFERENCE!

Played "Big fish, small fish". And that's the forfeit.

Learnt something these few days;

Never ever be jealous of what a person has, rather be contented with what you've.

I know it's very easy to envy people's happiness, but over envious will lead to jealousy. Jealousy, is a taboo for women. It drives people nuts, and leads to woman's vicious acts. It seriously creeps people out when a woman is overly possessive. Reason being, there isn't any mutual trust and respect in a relationship.

Sometimes a woman don't have confidence in themselves, sometimes the guy didn't give a woman a sense of secure. Sometimes, they just picked the wrong guy.

No matter what, you've to accept and face new challenges in your life. If you're up for it, fight all your way through. Until to the point that.... there isn't anymore sparks. If you're the one who kept compromising while your partner just go happy go lucky, there isn't any much point in the relationship as it takes 2 hands to clap.

And don't think losing that person is the end of your world. And never believe that that person is who're with for the rest of your life. Treat it as you lost a friend for the time being. Don't forsake a forest for 1 tree. (:

Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 10:48 PM

A message to all my friends;

We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year.
Don't talk that often the following year,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So I just wanted to say,
Even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are still my friend and you make a difference in my life.
I look up to you and respect you.
I love you, and miss you.

Send this to all your friends,
no matter how often you talk to them.
Or how close you're to them.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them and tell new friends you never will.
I like you because of who you are to me,
that's a true friend.

Wanted to post long time ago, but I can't remember the context till I used my old phone again.

MRT was super noisy! ( My classmates were laughing damn loud and everyone was looking at them! Luckily they're not wearing SP shirt.)
Today went out with Wanjing, Gabriella, Joting, Shiyu, Catherine(New friend), Daryl, Maxe, Suhailah, Zaki and Xinmin to Astons for dinner. Had several dishes that are IDENTICAL! Goodness! And Maxe saw his friend, but can't recognised him. And we started laughing, definitely gabriella and wanjing laughed the loudest. Took severals photos with Zaki and things like that. :)
Zaki and Maxe left us first. Headed to B&J after that. Played big fish and small fish! And Shiyu and Xinmin got foreit! ;) Got videos and photos! Will upload soon!

School life.

@ 3:23 PM

1 week of school life, and my classmates aren't adjust to the timetable! :( We end school at 5, start school about 8-9. We are totally shagged.

Love my classmates, and I do have 1 video, but I didn't have any chance to upload. :P

I bet once this video is up, everyone will start laughing.

Love FOM because of lecturer, who's awesome. He said if we are feeling down, he told us that we can make our attendance and leave the lecture theatre. :P Great right?

My tutor is Andrew Lee. He's DAMN CUTE! We had a quiz, that timing is very crucial because this determines who's the winner. For my group, he took a FEW SECONDS BEFORE SAYING YES! And I just can't stop laughing after that! :) And as usual, I'm high! :P

Thanks to everyone, I'm back to myself. (:

END OF SEASON SALES IS ON THE HEAT!

Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 11:39 AM

19102009,

School will start, with stupid timetable! :( But I can get to see my girls! :) Like AINSLIE, RUYI, SUHAILAH, SHIYU, WANJING, GABRIELLA, FARAH, JOTING, ABIGAIL, XINMIN. The crazy guys are like Daryl, Maxe, Zaki! :)

I don't like lessons, but I love my school. For no reasons :)

Love them into bits and pieces. <3333333333333333333333333

(People, let's meet up at the bus stop again! 9.45?!)

Time to update!

Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 1:44 PM

11 oct 2009

I went out with Heling after meeting my sister at JP. And the funniest thing was she walked to JP from her house!! I thought she took bus or mrt. Silly girl! HAHA !:D Headed to Vivo to get her friend's present. ;)

After that went down to Dhoby ghaut there to have dinner. On the way to Japan Hawker, I saw Eustace! Didn't see him for a super long long time ago! HAHAHA! Ate until we almost puke, and we began to walk. We were like... " Oh my god! I want to puke! Stomach damn pain."

Walked longer and went back home. :)

12 oct 2009

Went to Katong with mother, and that stupid traffic was driving us crazy! :)) Walked into a second hand shop, and I was so tempted of a burberry bag, chanel wallet! BUT I MANAGED TO WALK OUT WITH MY MOTHER!

Went to the watch shop to get my dad's watch done. Ended up that man was trying to con my mother's money. Kept asking her to buy this and that. Irritating man, but thank goodness I got my hello kitty house phone! :)

Came back home and webcam with Mithra and Eugene. They saw my hello kitty house phone and they were like stunned when I was so high! I should describe how high I was.

Me: DADDY! I want to change the house phone into this!

Dad: Can you put in the study room?

Me: Sister don't allow! :(

Dad: okay lor, change den.

Me: Okay, I'm done. ( put at my mother's working desk )

Dad: change lar! Really cannot put upstairs meh?

Me: where? NO WAY! I WANT IT TO BE AT THE LIVING ROOM!

Dad: Den at the dining table.

Me: YEAHHHHHHHH!

HAHAHHA! :D

13 oct 2009

Went out with Eugene to Dhoby ghaut. Sat at Mos for a super long time ago. Walked around for awhile, went to play DDR den headed down to Clarke Quay. We walked down! :) Healthy right? ;)

Waited for him at Central while he was at his prayers. Went down to JP for dinner at Pepper Lunch. We talked about Primary school life, and everything! :))))))

Gene sent me home after dinner, sweet right! *Somemore he stays at Sengkang there!*

Day was great.

14 oct 2009

Evening met Mithra at Dhoby Ghaut to watch the Ugly Truth. We began to walk rounds and round, and had chicken rice for dinner. Walked back and walked into all the shops, started looking and fiddling with items. Bought popcorn and sprite(but I think the sprite is damn not nice, and put a lot of ice). It's still as funny as before! HAHAHA!!

He walked me to City Hall and he left! I reached home earlier than him! :))))

Day was better, and always that awesome.

My life

Friday, October 09, 2009 @ 3:35 PM

I need to do something to my life, if not I'll definitely be a zombie.

1. Fix my blog.

2. Get myself high and crazy again, if not my semester 2 will be GAME OVER. or rest of my life.

latest update

Thursday, October 08, 2009 @ 9:14 PM

YESTERDAY, I went out with Heling to Vivo. Had subway for lunch! :) That girl waited for me for 10 plus minutes, so she punished me to queue up and buy for her. :( Evil girl right!

Went to walk around vivo like don't know how many times, and we kept laughing. Till we stepped into Page One. I found a lot of Hello kitty things! Like notebooks, pens, pencil case etc! I know I sound damn bimbo-tic, but hello kitty are really very fascinating! Heling didn't manage to drag me out, somehow she was stuck inside too. I know I'm a little overly gaga over it! HAHHA !:D

Took a bus 30 buck to JP. It's quite long, but damn nice to look :) HAHAH !:D

Ate Laksa at toastbox, and it's a total rip off! :( 4.50 for such a pathetic portion! :( Heling and I kept laughing, because of some jokes and actions that we did. HAHAHA!:DDDDDDDDD

Went to Mos Burger to eat again! LOL! I really think that there's something wrong with my stomach. Who cares!

walked back home with her, and I can't stop thinking.

2 AIR CONS WERE DOWN! AND 5 OF US HAD TO SLEEP TOGETHER IN MY MOTHER'S ROOM! DADDY, MUMMY AND I SLEPT ON THE KING SIZED BED! BUT I ONLY FELL ASLEEP AT 4 BECAUSE MY DAD'S SNORING IS REALLY A FATAL KILLER. I WONDER WHY MY MOTHER CAN TOLERATE HIM FOR 30 YEARS?

Today, sister woke me up as she was instructed by me. Initially I was super reluctant to wake up because... I slept for 5 hours. Sleepy Yoksan wanted to get more sleep, but I managed to get my fat butt off the bed. Went out with her to SMU as she had a badminton competition and I promised her that I'll watch her play. HAHAH !:D

She teamed up with a Professor and he's really very very GOOD! I've to say, he's great.

No one could identify me as a NON-SMU student, or her sister! HAHAH !:D

Andre met me and sister for lunch, chatted a bit and I went back home. As I had a POA tuition with my brother.

;)

Conclusion for the day; No one wants SimYokSan. Being fooled again and again, and can't image that I would fall for it AGAIN!

Mid Autumn Festival

Monday, October 05, 2009 @ 10:47 AM

Had an early celebration with Eugene's CG at SMU. Mithra went too! :) HAHAH !:D Didn't see that indian dude for a long time.....

HAHA !:D I bought light sticks and it came in handy! Like at last! :) I got lighter, candles, just no lantern!

Games were quite fun, though it's super duper hot and we were running like mad dog! I got lantern!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After everything is over, we were drinking fruit punch like siao! Like just there were thousands of cups for us, and we were just drinking and drinking!

Got a lot of photos! But both facebook and photobucket just screwed up.

HAHAH !:D :) played with candles, and it's great! HAHA !:D Mithra, Eugene and I had a lot of fun. Doing hand stands, and stuff like that.... HAHAHA !:D

03102009.

Today I was at home... and at home. hahah !:D

Heling came over at the night, but we met at JP to get sparkles! HAHAHA! :D

Yes, we were really... hahah !:D Like small kids! HAHHA !:D

And I really love her, thanks for celebrating! If not I'll just die out of boredom!!!!!!!!

Photos

Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 11:20 AM

Really missing it.

Delicious.

It brought me up to Heaven.

Part of DBA

Suhailah caught me smiling.

The Sim's children.

Us again, for Il Divo.

Everyone said we don't look alike, and I like that point :X

Them, 21092009.

Do we look alike?

Few words

Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 12:18 AM

SEVEN CREW IS AWESOME! BATTLE THE BEAT IS GREAT, SUNTEC 2009 IS WHOOSH!!!!!!!!!!!

(Got photos, but will upload tmr)

Kok Sheng and his friends got into 3rd position. Kind of sad because I think they should deserve a 2nd or 1st place. Oh well, we can't do anything to amend the situation.

Met K.C and had dinner at KFC. Didn't get to see him for 6 months plus, but he didn't change. But I can say that... our friendship is no longer like before, just normal friends.

Marcus Cheng; If I get good results, he's going to party with me and I'M TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD TOWARDS IT!

About my brother

Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 9:33 PM

During my class chalet, I knew that my girls want me to stay over there. However, I could not because of my brother's disagreement. Oh well, I should clarify, and don't disclaim his credit.

HE DO NOT ALLOW ME TO PUB, CLUB, CHALET AND STAY OVER AT MY FRIENDS HOUSE. OR MY FRIENDS STAY OVER MY HOUSE.

BUT.......................................................

HE DON'T LET ME WASH THE DISHES; HE SCARED MY HAND BECOME ROUGH.
HE DON'T ALLOW ME TO WASH THE CLOTHES
HE ALWAYS PAY FOR MY FACIAL PRODUCTS.
HE ALWAYS BRING ME TO SOMEWHERE THAT I CAN LEARN SOMETHING.
HE ALWAYS MAKE MY DAY BETTER BY STAYING AT HOME WITH ME.
HE ALWAYS GIVE ME "ENERGY BOOST" DURING AND AFTER EXAM.
HE'LL ALWAYS BE PROUD OF ME WHEN I DID MY BEST FOR EXAMS, ALTHOUGH THE RESULTS CAME OUT SHIT.
HE'LL ALWAYS TELL ME TO BE BRAVE, HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE IN LIFE.

SEE! WHERE CAN YOU FIND SUCH A BROTHER!

BUT OF COURSE! I WANNA TRY NEW THINGS SOONJ! SERIOUSLY! :(

*PRAY HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 10:29 AM

Yesterday I was out with Heling. Supposed to go out with other people, but........... nothing to say I supposed.

Now Heling knew me better!!!!!!!!! :) She almost fainted, like seriously!

I'll wash my hand twice everytime, sometimes even like 4 times?

I'll BE SUPER PICKY WITH MY FOOD! Especially VEGETABLES because I knew that food outlets do not wash their vegetables well. So I will not eat THE VEGETABLES!

I'll NOT EAT PRAWNS or chicken outside. For prawns, because they're not fresh, so I won't eat! :) HAHAH! :D

I'll bring more than 2 packets of tissue when I'm out. That's like the minimum packets! :D

SHE ALMOST FAINTED LAR! :P And I think it's kinda funny :)

Life

Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 11:44 AM

Meeting someone takes a second,

Making a friend takes a minute,

Liking someone takes a day,

Forgetting your love takes a lifetime.

Someone told me about it. OH well, I believe in everything, but not the last sentence. Forgetting your love doesn't take a lifetime. Because.... you'll find out that that person isn't your love.

I'd seen many of my friends who are into relationship. Some people started off very sweet, den faded off. Some people started off very cold, den became sweet. Some people became sweet, den became too glue-y. Some people who like someone till they were fully hurt.

Maybe because I'm not into relationship, so I don't know how is it like to be.

But sometimes when I see them close, I don't know should I worry or to be happy for them. Worry is because.... it may symbolized that he/she may leave you. Happy is because.... they care each other in a sweet relationship.

For Weixin's case, was pretty funny I think. Because they don't appear to be sweet, but LESTER AND WEIXIN ARE ALWAYS TOGETHER! I'm serious :) They don't use much sweet words, like somehow they understood each other. Or rather, they trusted each other and they're really very open in their relationship. They just enjoyed the moments with each other. Of course I won't know if there are flaws in their relationship, but NO RELATIONSHIPS ARE PERFECT! :D

P.S They won't say my world only has each other. They just regard themselves as a special partner in their life. Which I think it's remarkable because not many people can do it.

For other people, I'm not sure about it. But I believe not only your girlfriend/boyfriend should be EVERYTHING, but they should be someone who's special. You shouldn't be too into them because you'll end up hurting yourself badly. Or you should rational your portion well. Friends do play important roles. Because without them, you won't be who you're now. They lifted you up with you needed them, they gave you helping hands when you're down. But when you got into a relationship, and you dumped away your friends. This shouldn't be the right thing! It will damage your friendship.

For people who liked someone deeply or secretly, please stop wasting your time if it's not getting anywhere. Or trusting that the person will appreciate it. I'm sorry, please don't trust! Trust is something that you can hardly find in this world.

Well, if you're being liked, just tell the person thank you. I think it works.

P.S.S Please don't think I'm trying to attack you, but it just came into my mind.

Craps

Friday, September 11, 2009 @ 8:42 PM

Happy birthday to ASHRIEL!

Now it's about 8.42am in US! HAHAHA !:D

BEST WISHES FOR EVERYTHING, HOPE THAT YOU'LL RESPECT YOUR FAMILY MORE! HAHAHA! :D

Oh well.............. rotted at home...................

Got something to say.

People often forget about the friends whom they once treated them as a best friend.

But when people got back with their "old friends", they'll neglect their new friends.

Humans have err.

But they often don't know that they made the mistake.

Even when you treated them as your best friend,

people may not treat you as.

But you always find it difficult to pull yourself up.

You'll always tell yourself, they are not such a person.

You'll find tons of reasons to forgive them.

And they'll give you tons of excuses to run away.

But have you ever thought why are you doing such a thing?

You're not living for other people, but yourself.

WAKE UP MAN!

Don't be stupid to fall into their trap!

If you really cherish your friendship,

never ever STOOD YOUR FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION UP!

It's fatal dosage to your friendship.

And it'll be GAME OVER!

No matter how much you try to do, it won't help.

Life

@ 12:25 PM

Just finished watching a movie.

A man had a sex with a random woman. And next day when he attended his son's wedding, he found out that his daughter-in-law was the woman he slept with the previous night. Although they knew that they can't be together, they kept meeting up to have sex.

Well, this woman isn't any innocent creature. She meant to break his family, and in order to do so, she was married with his son. And kissed him under his wife's nose.

Even though the man found out that that woman was his rival, and wanted to take revenge, he continued to be with him. And he killed himself.

Unfortunately, the woman found out that she loved the man, the man that he shouldn't love.

P.S This movie is quite....... related to sexuality.( If you're a horny person, not advisable. )

But I think it's a great movie :) And btw, I watched it online. HAHAH! :D

G-FORCE

@ 12:19 AM

Went out with Eugene. First headed to City Hall, walked down to Dhoby Ghaut to The Cathay to see what movies were available.

Headed down to PS for lunch at Mos Burger. :)

-WHAT WE DO TODAY IS JUST WALKING AROUND AND SLACKED! I DIDN'T GET TO EAT MY TOM YAM OR XIAO LONG BAO!:( STUPID EUGENE!-

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FIONA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RUYI :)

Service.

Sunday, September 06, 2009 @ 4:24 PM

Went to meet Wanteng at JP before heading down the Expo for City Harvest Church Service. Service was FABULOUS, because I learnt a lot of things.

For relationships.

Through many rounds of selection of people whom you know, you chose your good friends/partners within these people. Just like Jesus who chose his people within the church. People who gave him faith, hope, support and everything and anything. It's also applies to relationships with Human.

From last to first, and first to last. This shows that there isn't any order, or any seniority in any thing. It just shows how much effort you put in, and that's the output of the harvest you'll get.

Choosing people whom you believe, is one of the most important steps. Because you'll never know if you made the wrong choice. Life is unexpected. What you think

that it may belong to you, it may ended up be nothing.

Not only that, I learnt to be more faithful to my own religion.

It taught me to be a better person, children and sister.

Because it's something that money can't buy wisdom.

Money also can't buy knowledge.

So it taught me that actually.....

I'm in the middle of a sandwich.

DBA 04

Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 4:28 PM

I have forgotten to do something, which is to upload the photos of DBA 04! Photos taken in photo-taking day, and last few days of school!

This shows I'd very overdue photos to settle! Goodness! ):

SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC, DBA 04! (:

P.S There isn't any order to follow. Just DBA 04 photos. Please differentiate it with the lightnings.

Zaki with his eye's closed and Suhailah.

Ruyi being extra.

Gabriella and Wanjing.

Maxe and Daryl

Both of them trying to act identical.

Almost there, but still... there're room for improvement :D

Wanjing and Joting who tried to act like Supermodel.

Ruyi and Ainslie, who didn't know that she was taken.

With IDEAS lecturer

Twist!

IDEAS lecturer herself.

Suhailah and Xinmin during photo taking.

Wanjing and Shiyu. Both wearing purple and black during photo taking.

Shiyu, Wanjing, Yoksan and Zaki

Wanjing, Angela, Suhailah and Xinmin.

The girls in black.......

Kinda kiddo.

Zaki was molested.

Gabriella sought help.

We prefer the ceiling than Gabriella.

We love Zaki more than Gabriella.

Shiyu and Xinmin.

Poor thing.

Joting.

Gabriella was EXTRA!

Xinmin and Abigail

HAHAH!

Statistic lesson.

Camera was left at the projector.

Nice effect :)

EC

HAHHA !:D Still got more, but they're all at FACEBOOK! :) So go and check it out if you want to see more photos! :)

Missing DBA 04.

It's going to be a super long post.

Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 10:56 PM

Hey people, this post is going to be super duper long! Let me warn you about this :) If you want to doze off, I will not object. Because even I find difficulty updating so many things!

28TH JULY 2008

Went out with Wanteng at Marchie, Vivo City to celebrate our 2 year & 1 month anniversary of our friendship. Besides that, we were celebrating her SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY!

Wanteng

Baked potato/Roasted potato. She loves to eat Potato! :D

Salad, forgot which salad. I think it's potato salad with pasta. Pea, ham& sunflower seed salad.

My share :)

Overall wad we ate :)

My desert, Premium chocolate mousee

Wanteng's share, New York Cheesecake.

(WE WERE SUPER FULL!)

trying to get back the pose.

Yoksan and Wanteng. (L)

That girl, my NERDwife.

Her love, green color! :) Camouflage.

Christmas Decoration?

FTW!

Hahaha!:) Not acting cute, just high.

She's damn funny lar!

Balloon..

Small kids, please don't learn from her.

This is better than biting it and chewing it off...

Dedication to her:
Ang Wan Teng, she's a friend of mine. Never ever forgetting her presence, or erasing the memory that I spent with her. Even though our friendship may fade off one day, or this friendship no longer exist, I'll remember her as my friend, my listening ears, my NERDwife, and someone used to be there for me.

30TH JULY 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ARIEL! :) 17th birthday...

Ariel was talking to her dad, Uncle Sebastian.

With flash.

Without flash.

No idea why I took this photo and I liked it.

3rd Aunt(Ariel's mother) and her sister, Ashriel.

Ashriel.

She was preparing the birthday celebration.

Ariel's favorite flavor- Mocha.
P.S She's a coffee addict!

She was looking at her bad! And her dad had the flashed on.

Ashriel took it, but I don't like the flash! hahah! :D

Sister shot.

Something happened! :( Wanted to give Ariel a surprise under grandma's house. But the wind was too strong until I wasn't able to do it well..........
Uncle Sebastian and Ashriel helped out, including her mother. (: Thanks.
Shouted for her and she looked out the window, we sang happy birthday song to her. And we decided to move up to grandma's kitchen and we "borrowed" it from her :) A minimised version! :)
(1 candle represent 1 wish) -Almost used up 100 candles.

Birthday girl did help out.

Looking at it....

Loves.

Testing out with flash, but not nice!( meant the flash! )

Removed the candles away....

I can't stop taking her photos!

Our effort, our age.

Our love.

Our fate.

Birthday girl! :D

Started blowing...

On the way there...

She wanted to kill me.

It represents wishes.

It also represents hope.

Took without her knowledge.

Isn't it gorgeous?

Mission 1 completed!

(L)

Damn candid!

Mission 2 started!

I think she's thinking,"Why is there so many candles!"

Continue...

Half is done!

BAH! :)

Way to go!

Nice lightings right!

Left 2 more!

1 more! :) NICE RIGHT!

I feel that I'm damn sweet to her lar! :) She's like the only 1 cousin who really understands me, and the only person that I'm willingly to do something for her birthday! :D Ariel LOH! I hope I'll get to see you soon. Probably with your beau. DON'T EVER TRY TO THINK OF GETING RID OF ME! If you thought of it before, KNOCK THE IDEA OFF!
Everyone wants you to come back, you know wad I mean.... HEHEHEHE!

1ST AUGUST 2009

Went to attend Nigel's wedding. He's my neighbor who lived right beside me! HAHAHAH! :)

One word to say. Nice packaging, nice content. Everything is AWESOME! :)

Went to meet sister after her Japanese lesson & the wedding. Accompanied her to SMU.

I like the 1 dollar balloon.

She almost killed me.

She called me," Ridiculous."

Another name, retarded.

BAH!

My love!

Damn stinky!

Started eating.

Hahaha !:D

Tell you what, she doesn't know about it.

She wants to feed me. LOL! Not a small kid anymore!

Went to walk around there. Went to look for my sister's books and we went back home.

2nd August 2009

Major day for Goh Family. Grandparent's 70th Wedding Anniversary Celebration. Everyone headed down to NUTA to do their jobs. Ariel, My sister, Raymond and I supposed to take care of grandparents. However, due to some changes during the situation, left with Ariel and I. I took care of Grandpa while she looked after grandma. We got to know Si Ian and Si Jay's friend, and he's supposed to add us on facebook!

Both of us had a hard time! Seriously.....

EE JAY IS being damn cute lar! Too bad I didn't video it down! This was wad happened.

EE Jay was slowly walked towards Uncle Peter. Imagine he's a thief trying to creep into the house without people knowing. In other words, he was like tip-toeing.
Ariel, Uncle Peter, my brother and I were thinking," What the hell this little fellow thinking and about to do!"

EE Jay touched his stomach and he ran away! While running away, he kept looking back. We burst out laughing until our stomachs couldn't make it. You know why? It's just so hilarious! Uncle Peter was laughing too.. hahah !:D

After that, there was a photo taking session and it was super duper long because there was too many people there. After all the photo taking was over, Uncle Peter offered to give us a ride to Vivo City.

Ariel Loh.

With flash.

A question posted from her," Am I your model?" HAHAH!

Show you who's the boss.

Uncle Peter...

She was laughing at Ee Jay.

I'm not supposed to post this photo up. Oh well....

Without Uncle Peter (:

Ashriel's bag and her balloons. 5th Uncle's hand was kinda itchy so he went to use a satay stick to burst it. Several times he tried but it was unsuccessful. Just when he wanted to give up, he gave it the last shot and it was successful. Ended up Ashriel cried real badly and went to complain to her mother. Poor girl.

Went to Vivo, firstly went to Open Sky to chat for awhile. Headed to Daiso as Ariel is a Japan maniac! :)

She's supposed to get photos from me :X

Both of us like that!

Headed to Shikushiya as she had a craving for japanese food. (: And HOT SOUP!

That's her again.

No background?

Letting the ANG MOHS to see how what's the culinary set.

Just to make sure that they can see the pattern.

Overall what is the sauce used.

:)

We had a long chat in the restaurant, and the service wasn't that good this time. I think because we aren't served by the supervisor. That time I went there was with Jesmi.
Went to walk around Vivo City and we headed up to Open Sky and continue chatting. We really had a long chat, and this time is without Ashriel or my sister around. :) Although she came here for 6 weeks, it was like our only few times we can really can have heart to heart talk.

5TH AUGUST 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GABRIELLA! THE CRAZY MAD GIRL IN OUR CLASS! Her favourite quote is," I don't want to friend you liao!" and she will say," I know that I'm very pretty."
Don't think that she's very bimbo or very arrogant. Actually she's a very sweet girl, who treats people very genuinely. Her friendliness isn't any show, her jokes are just for us to laugh for a day. Because that's her, Gabriella Koh. DBA 04 will not be that fun without that crazy girl.

Went to Novena for steamboat with the girls. :)

Steamboat!

food!

Shiyu, that siao one.

Joting and Shiyu.

Yoksan and Ainslie. You know what, all of us were perspiring when we were eating!

Xinmin and Abigail.

Ainslie and I again.

Gabriella and Wanjing.

Photo taking with marshmallow.

Abigail doesn't like to take photo.

Look at Xinmin!

Birthday girl... not pretty! :)

This isn't that good too.
(She's so going to kill me)

Snap!

She's well-known for CUTIE PIE!

The girls, Wanjing, Joting and Shiyu.

After dinner, we stood outside the shop and we started CAM WHORE!

Wanjing and Yoksan. THE PF!

Only Gabriella posed.

Nicer.

Yoksan and Shiyu. They said that that day we looked alike.

Birthday girl and Yoksan

Hahaha!

BAH!

POSE 1

POSE 2

HAHAH! :D

Girls without Abigail.

Ainslie had a good life.

Together!

We went to Velocity there, and we started fooling around.

Ainslie and Joting.

Ainslie's favourite move.

Xinmin was siao!

Candid.

Ainslie with her gymnastic background.

The girls went to drink at MOS while I left for home. Got too many photos to upload (: And I think i'll respect their privacy by not posting those photos because I wasn't there.

-other days was just school~! Can't remember wad's going on also.-

8TH AUGUST 2009

RIGHT BEFORE NATIONAL DAY, HELING AND I WENT OUT TO STUDY AT JP FIRST. AFTER THAT HEADED TO PARAGON TO WATCH SAB PERFORMANCE. MITHRA THOUGHT I WASN'T GOING LAR! AND HE CAN'T RECOGNISED WHO WAS THE ONE TYPING THE MESSAGE! :( TSK!

After that, they had a break. Heling and I walked down to Far East Plaza for nothing. Then we walked up again.
A lot of things happened, and both of us were really very upset. I think I was pretty sad and disappointed because I almost cried. Both of us headed down to Dhoby Ghaut, Pizza Hut for dinner.

That's heling.

I wasn't full at all! I asked Heling if she's full. She gave me the wth face! :) Shall tell you what I ate.
- A bowl of soup.
- A traditional pasta.
- 6 pieces sweet and spicy drumlet.

HAHAH! :D Took bus 174 all the way back to Boon Lay, and took a bus 30 back home. After I reached home, I was still hungry and ate instant noodles again.

9TH AUGUST 2009

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE! :) Went to grandmother's house first, headed out to meet Mithra to watch fireworks. We didn't get to have good seats as we were late. And there was a lot of you-know-who there.

We were doing word search while waiting for the whole thing to start. Mithra said," We came all the way just to do word search?" I started laughing! hahha !:D

People started to rush out while Mithra and I were at our area. We moved forward! Hahah! :D Den I asked him," People never see Mr President before meh?" We started laughing.

Walked to Dhoby Ghaut, Pasta Mania for dinner. AGAIN! hahaha !:D Ordered the same drinks, again. Went back home after that.

10TH AUGUST 2009

I didn't sleep the whole night, went to send Ariel and her family off. Went to Terminal 3.

The flight going to Hong Kong.

I know that I'm shorter than Ariel by a lot.

I'll miss her, like seriously.

My emotions was quite unpredictable. Mixed feelings put me into difficult position.
Went back home to take my laptop, and headed back to Changi for project meeting. Meeting ended at 6.30 pm.

Ainslie and Yoksan

Ainslie KUA

Cutie Pie.

11TH AUGUST 2009

Met up with Mithra after my school ended. Went to edit the video and he was looking at me while I was laughing. He thought I was some mad person. Weixin was at JP too! hahha !:D
Went to eat dinner. I think it was pepper lunch. Went to buy cake for Weixin for her advanced birthday celebration cum farewell celebration as she would be going to Korea the next day.

Mithra was being nice enough to help me! IF not it'll be super.... Horrendous!

His hand accidentally touched the cake! :) Cute right! I drew the eyes for him.

He and his stupid hand.

Mithra and the cake.

:)

At night she came over and we celebrated. After that I went over to her house to help her pack. SHE GOT REAL LOTS OF THINGS TO PACK! I packed for her until 2 am plus. We were counting down for time to pass.

After packing we started using laptop, play cards and fooled around. I think this photo is the nicest! :) We had a lot of photos, but they aren't as nice as that!

12TH AUGUST 2009

Went back home at 4.30am to change, messed up my bed( in case my parents complained that I didn't sleep ) and off I went! Send her off.
I almost slept in the taxi!(that shows how tired I was!) :) hahha!

That stupid girl.

Me, silly girl at the Airport.

Again. The Victoria Secret was bought for her as her 21st birthday present. Wanted to get her something else, but I think this would be a better present. :)

Her brother and mother went to T2 to board their plane while Weixin and her boyfriend left at T1. Almost cried when I saw her back. That silly girl's eyes were red too. Although she's going there for 4 months, it's like longer than that! Like 1 year?! Because I won't get to see her, talk to her, play mahjong with her, have fun with her! :( Before she left, I told her boyfriend a lot of things.

1. Her password.
2. What she had inside her luggage.
3. Where she hide her cash.
4. Her blur-ness.
5. Her heavy luggage.
ETC! Got more than that!!!!

Stayed at T3 to eat at Mac Breakfast. I was having bad headache but I still insisted to go to school for lessons.

From Changi onwards, I dragged my feet to school. I wasn't feeling good. School ended quickly.

Went back home, and I told Mithra that I would be taking a nap, asked him to wake me up at 6 pm. In the end I slept from 4 plus to 11 plus. Mithra supposed to wake me up at about 6 and my phone was charging. Woke up and answered Eugene's call.
P.S Surprisingly none of my family members woke me up.

Eugene: Just woke up arh?
Yoksan: Yah, why?
Eugene: Mithra was looking for you.
Yoksan: OH SHIT!

Called Mithra but he didn't pick up. Next call came in.

Chenlin: Purple, are you okay?
Yoksan: Yah, why?
Chenlin: I thought you were either sick or dead.
Yoksan: No lar, I was tired so I went to took a nap.
Chenlin: Better call Mithra lar, he's worried.

Next call is him. I could tell that he was really very worried. And of course the reason he was angry. Imagine you called 26 times, sent 4 messages but no response. I think if you never pick up 10 or more miss calls, probably I would just flare up.
SO I WAS GUILTY for not waking up on time!:(

Went to eat dinner and slept till the next day.

-SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL!-

14TH AUGUST 2009

Went to Downtown East there to meet EC members to finish the project. But my sister arranged the movie at 5, and I was late! Because I was rushing out the project, but ended up didn't finish before I left. I felt damn guilty. :( Sorry girls! Took a cab to Tarah Merah, den took a train there. Was late 1/2 hour for THE PROPOSAL. After that, went back home as I was kinda tired.

MY GIRLS MANAGED TO FINISH THE PROJECT! RUYI AND AINSLIE, WAY TO GO!

(Presentation was 1 week later)

17TH AUGUST 2009

Accompanied my sister to NTU to meet Cihui to get her laptop. LUCKILY WE TOOK A CAB THERE! IF NOT I'M SO DEAD! Went to tour around the school, with his guidance.
After that he went for lesson, my sister and I went back home. MY SISTER HOPPED ONTO THE WRONG BUS! and because I accompanied her, so WE MADE A DETOUR AROUND THE SCHOOL CAMPUS!

LOL! Went back home to take a nap before going for my MOB exam. (:

21ST AUGUST 2009

FINALLY EC WAS OVER! Went out to meet Mithra at the cathay to watch UP 3D. Stupid Mithra started to laugh at some people and I almost laughed! Idiot! Hahah! :D There are photos but the problem is... I'm also lazy to upload the photos.

Went to play pool at Park Lane. OUT OF 4 GAMES OF POOL, HE WON NONE! :) LIKE FINALLY I WON HIM! HAHHAHAHA! :D
Went to eat Tao Hui before we walked down to Cityhall. There were people walking behind us.

Mithra: See, my fan club getting bigger.
Me: WTH. -.-"
Mithra: Really mah, you see, got people standing behind me.
ME: Wadever.

Den the people left.
Mithra: Aiyah, they shy lar.
Me: Shut up with your crap man!

But every time I'm with him, I couldn't stop laughing. :P

24TH AUGUST 2009

POA PAPER WAS A FLOP.

25TH AUGUST 2009

Went to ECP alone to stone. A lot of things came into my mind, and I really think that it's a great place for you to think because.......... somehow it brings all your memories back. You will ended up lingering it. The breeze will calmed me down. Sound of the waves washed away my pain, sorrows.

Went back home after sunset. :)

I may have a lot of friends.
But when comes to big troubles, I'll always ended up being alone.
It's not their fault, I believed they'd done their parts.
It's my bad.
Because when I'm really very weak, I'm also sensitive.
I can tell people what happened, but they can't share the pain or burden with me.
Because.... they're not me.
They won't know what am I thinking, doing and everything.

But I thanked them,
for being my friend.

Although I know that...... I'll be alone.

28TH AUGUST 2009

EXAMS OVER! Went out with Mother and Sister to town. Went to buy makeups. :D HAHAHA!
( Quarreling, fighting, disputing, argument. )

29TH AUGUST 2009

TODAY I STAYED AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY, WANTED TO PACK MY ROOM PROPERLY! HOWEVER, I ONLY FINISHED PACKING MY BED! I gave away 20 plus soft toys. :( They're all memories, but I can't only owned it. I want to share my happiness, my stories in every soft toy to other people who received it. For example, children in orphanage, children who needs toys. (:

TMR I'LL PACK MY DRESSING TABLE! PROVIDED IF I'M ABLE TO BUY WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE! (:

AND I'D FINALLY BLOG!

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Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 5:38 PM

SORRY! i'm just plain lazy and busy to update my blog! Super a lot of over-dued photos, and posts! Will do it once my exams are over! :D take care people and I hope that EVERYONE WILL BE DOING WELL THIS TIME! :DDDD

NDP display

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 12:17 PM

Went to Esplanade, Water Front with Mithra. Both of us bought potato chips, and I think it's kinda funny. Went to sit down, and chilled. Nice display, water splashed onto us. :) A lot of people who were sitting in front ran to our backs. Super duper funny please! Fireworks were AWESOME! I want to watch again! *hint hint!*

Met Eugene and Boat Quay and we headed to eat MAC at Liang Court. Headed to Clinic , and we ordered Blood Drip Bag. Guess what's the bill? $53.50! Mithra, Eugene and I were freaking shocked. Luckily I've enough cash, and it's super duper not worth it. I thought it maybe be about 20-30 bucks. (We should have just ordered shots!) We aren't high at all, like totally wasted lar! :(

Will go other else to drink next time! On for drinking? Can someone intro me where to drink/pub?

Can you see the moon?

Can you see people?

My older bird bird.

Nice view?

SINGAPORE FLAG!

AGAIN!

Canon...

Wave wave!

Nice night view :)

How would I wish I'm watching this every single day :)

NICE!

Just that the back scene sucks.

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 9:32 PM

Since Wanteng wants me to update, I'll update it.

These are life you can find in DBA04. MY beloved classmates, and I love them. Life is getting more boring, projects are piling up, everything is starting to get off track, I'm not meeting Brandon that often, I'm not being sociable, I'm having bad mood swings. LASTLY, I'M GETTING MORE NAGGY!( I feel so old! )

Don't feel like going to MOB tmr, super tired.

PBL MOB-TABOO GAME

Rule : Not allowed to use any gesture, No using of words in the card.

Mock Run, Shiyu was the Clue giver, Angela was the enforcer. Ainslie, Farah and I were just commoners, just guess.

Shiyu: What's duck's friend?

US: CHICKEN...

US: CHICKEN RICE!!

(High!, super high!)

Shiyu: What's chicken's friend

US: DUCK

Shiyu: it produces.......

US: QUACK!

Super funny right? CLASSIC!

Actual Run

Angela: Farah, when you're together with your boyf, you do...

Farah: Cuddle.

(Correct answer!)

Angela: I'm going to say something gross, but just now during the break we were talking about kissing and?

Farah and I: Tongue

(Correct answer!)

Angela: Farah, remember I introduced the song to you? The first one?

I: Insomnia.

Still got somemore, but forgot.

Total score: 33/50.

Have to sleep, super tired people! Nights, and ILY.

Do you feel yourself suffocating

When you're at the end of the road

Nothing's ever built to last

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